My name is Yan Truant. I'm a 22 year old man that prefers skirts to pants and pink to blue. As you've probably guessed, I'm gay. I came out right after high school and since the only time I'm in the closet is when I happen to have my skirt around my waist and I'm accompanied by a man I most likely don't even know the name of. Well, that's how I was anyway, I've come a long way since then. Of course "then" was less than two years ago.

The change started when some men who had been under the impression that I was a woman (embarassed that a man gave them a hard on I'm sure) beat me nearly to death outside a club. A wonderful man named Jeremy saved me by calling the police and later he became the first man I ever loved. Unfortunately as so often happens the relationship ended and I found myself looking for someplace to get away from his memory. That's how I ended up here.

Where is here? Here is a large house full of interesting characters that I've come to like a good deal... well, most of them. I've found not one but two new lovers who I care for greatly and who so far have accepted me for who I am. Who am I? Honestly I'm not sure anymore, but I'm having an interesting time finding out. <3

Hmm... This journal is a little complicated so personally if you want to read through it I recommend using the memories feature rather than trying to read through it like a regular journal. Just a suggestion though!

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Title: Recap
Raiting: NC-17
Synopsis: Yan' recaps what's gone on the past few days and yes, it's dirty.


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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "A Gift" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

Note: This one is dirty from the start... you've been warned.

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Title: A Gift...
Starring: Rye
Raiting: PG13
Synopsis: Rye's gift to Yan.
Note: This is not my deviation, it belongs to Kris. I just edited the pictures and sent them back to her. For the moment I'm just going to link the photostory rather than post it since it's not mine.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "Lost in You" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "From Yan's Diary: Day Off" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

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Title: Day Off
Raiting: PG
Synopsis: Yan takes a day to himself for some serious thinking.


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This is the conversation between Yan, Rye, Julian and Kishi in the comments of the deviation "Use Your Imagination" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris, Julian and his dialogue belongs to Raila.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

Note: Yeah... more plot stuff. The boys are bringing the drama lately.

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Title: Use Your Imagination
Rating: MATURE
Synopsis: Not so much a story, as something Yan has written to Rye. He wants Rye to use his imagination...

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "Another Sweet Bunny Boy" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

Note: Once again this is another one of their conversations that hold actual plot points rather than just flirting and fluff. Just y'know... in case you're following along.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the journal entry "Some Pig" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

This is another dirty one, so if that offends you don't read.

Note: Honestly the point of the actual journal entry isn't important. The talk that follows however is, and involves important plot points in Yan and Rye's relationship even though the conversation is almost completely between Rye and Leo.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "For the Love of Macro 1" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

This one gets kinda dirty folks, so if you don't want to read the boys talking about sex... then don't read.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "From Yan's Diary: Love and..." posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

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Title: Love and Dreams
Raiting: PG13
Synopsis: Yan details an important moment in Yan's relationship with Rye, as well as some accompanying dreams.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "The Girl Next Door is a Boy" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

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Title: Forever
Raiting: PG
Synopsis: Yan muses on the idea of "together forever".

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Title: Coming Down
Starring: Donovan and Key
Raiting: PG13
Synopsis: Donovan stops to think about all that's happened, and Key as per usual is his voice of reason.


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These are short conversations between Yan and Rye that take place in deviations posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the deviation "Thinking of You" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

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This is the conversation between Yan and Rye in the comments of the journal entry "Firsts" posted on deviantArt. Rye and his dialogue belongs to Kris.

In general you can expect their comments to turn dirty (though they don't always) so the rating is at least PG13.

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